Barahin ang Pasubali!

Note: I love this song, trip ko lang ang barahin to. Malakas ang tama ko.

Kung pwede lang wag mo na 'tong iwasan... Sino ba ang umiiwas?
At 'wag mo ring ituring na biro... Sino ba nagbibiro?
Marahil 'to'y 'di mo inaasahan... Wala namang umaasa.
Pero sana'y 'wag ipinid ang pinto... Nasan ang pinto!?

Itikom ang bibig... Sara na.
Mata'y ibaling sa 'kin... Hello, bulag ako.
Pakinggan mo ang sasabihin ko... Bingi rin pala.

Chorus
Kailan mo ba matutunan? Mamaya.
Kailan mo ba 'pagsisigawang... Bukas.
'di mo na 'pagkakailang tayo? Bukas nga!
Kay rami nang pinagdaanan... Oo na,
Ano pa ba ang 'yong kailangan? Isang house and lot at Mercedes Benz.
Nagsusumamo na sabihin mo. Fine.

Ang diwa ko'y tigib sa kaiisip... Talaga lang ha?
Sa sarili'y laging may kinikimkim... Baka B.O. lang yan.
Patuloy lamang bang mananaginip? Oo.
At mananatili lang na nakapikit? Yes?

Ako'y mayro'ng batid... Ows?
Ito'y iyong pag-amin. Asa ka.
Hindi na natin maiiwasan 'to... OWS!? Kayang-kaya!

Director's Cut - Kamikazee

Pagmulat ng mata
Agad kong naalala
Kagabi sinabi mong ayaw mo na
May mali ka bang nakita?
May mali bang nagawa?
Bigla na lang naisip mong ayaw mo na...

Lahat ng gusto mo
Tamang sunod ako
Nagtataka bakit biglang ayaw mo na
Nabigla ko ng lubusan
Nang ako iyong aking iwanan
Isang iglap naisip mong ayaw mo na...

Lumingon sandali lang
Bago mo tuluyang iwan
Nais kong

Sumigaw, palabas
At sasabihin sayo ang lahat
Tumakbo, palayo
At iiwanan na ang alaala mo

Nanginginig, nalulungkot, nahihibang, at tulala
Pagod na yata ang ngiti
Nauubos din ang tuwa
Nag-iisa, umiiyak, nahihirapang huminga
Pagod na yata ang ngiti
Nauubos din ang tuwa
Nanginginig nalulungkot

Lumingon sandali lang
Bago mo tuluyang iwan
Nais kong

Sumigaw, palabas
At sasabihin sayo ang lahat
Tumakbo, palayo
At iiwanan na ang alaala mo

At kung hindi na babalik
Sana sa pag-gising ay wala na ang nadaramang sakit
At kung hindi na babalik
Pilit sasabihin na hindi ako nagkamali

Sumigaw, palabas
At sasabihin sayo ang lahat
Tumakbo, palayo
At iiwanan na ang alaala mo

Sumigaw, palabas
At iiwanan na ang alaala mo
Tumakbo, palayo
At iiwanan na ang alaala mo



I miss second year days, although it wasn't much fun. :'(

When I Look at the Stars...

Things are getting more and more unbelievable.

Irrational.

Impossible.


Yet happening. O_O

I really can't grasp how my life is turning out these days. This Tenten is not the one that I know. I do not understand how I get into these kinds of situations.

Is he playing? Am I rebound? Is love a game?

LET'S HAVE SOME FUN, THIS BEAT IS SICK,
I WANNA TAKE A RIDE ON YOUR DISCO STICK...

I WANNA KISS YOU, BUT IF I DO THEN I MIGHT MISS YOU, BABE.
I SO do not wanna kiss him [or do I!?], but the fact remains that if I get deeper, I can't get out of the hole I'm in. I might just get hurt, and if I do, who in the world would know what would happen to me? ARGH.

I must concentrate on my studies, but I can't concentrate without him. Weird, but true. I haven't felt this before, ever! :(


I must help myself. I can do this! I will do my best, and keep my promise to everyone, including him.

Just keep that in mind, Tenten. You can do it. AJA~

GOOD!

The Encounter [Review Day 5]

EM BORED.

Don't get me wrong, everyday's becoming better. But lessons are getting more dull.

But, tables have turned! English is duh best! I love reading comprehension. However, I hate Math word problems! So tasky... T-T

Andy was so cute again. His voice is nice. I'd love for him to say my name. *NOOOO! DO NOT SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATION!*


And on to the ENCOUNTER...

When classes are over, I usually use the stairs instead of riding the elevator. I think it's so that I will feel some warmth after staying in the cold depths of our class room. Anyway, that time, Andy was about to ride the elevator too, but when he saw me going down the stairs, he also used the stairs. o.O

What's more is that in the log in/out place, he stood beside me. When he got his card and stayed outside [waiting for his friends, I suppose] and I got my card, our eyes met. Twice. I suddenly bent my head forward but looked at him. It seems he also bent his head forward, but he was smiling. I smiled too, but I don't think he saw that. And off I go to home.

I didn't have a seatmate today. I hope he sits beside me next time. XD

Tenten

No Day but TODAY. || day 4 ||

Although the topics get harder, class gets better. Three more girls have become my friends! That makes 6. Those three,as I call the Tres Marias, were beside me yesterday as well. One of them said hi to me then blah and blah.. One of them is from Cavite too. Whoa. XD They are nice, but during class they are pretty noisy, keeping on laughing. One of them, the one nearest me, kept asking me questions in Math! *pride swelling*

The boy beside me, I think, is kinda weird and a geek. Math addict much? He was the one who caused me to answer the rest of the tests without our teacker saying so. He's also good in Science, I believe. NERD MUCH!? Brat-like guy.. >.<" Speaking of Math, I love it! Our topic: Quadratic Fuctions! My second year lurve... What about Science? My seatmate asked me if I finished my homework [which I did, surprisingly] and asked me if she can copy. WTH!? I just said I guessed the answers.. XP I hate the guy behind me, he keeps on kicking the legs of my chair. Damn him. I wanted to give him a glare, but I figured he would be scared of me. XD The way Andy speaks, laughs, and smiles is truly very cute. TEMPTATION!!! I already have my Romeo!! Speking of, when I saw the sideview profile of a classmate.. Shit! He looked like MY ROMEO! o.O

Tenten

Day 3, better for me.

Yeheeessss.... I'm not late; I arrived six minutes before 7:30. Actually, when I arrived, the Math teacher [who, I have not metioned, is astonishingly named Rhea and is chinky-eyed, like Ma'am Rhea Cesa] was waiting for the elevator. 'Hot dang!' I said. The two Koreans with Andy were in the log in place and they were taking so long to log in.. *sigh*

When I arrived by the door, I said "hello world!" the pushed it. It didn't open. Turns out, I pushed the wrong side of the dorr. Anyone observing my actions would say "Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!" [Like Midou-sama from Full House Kiss!? XD] Anyway... the two people even later than me? Some girl and.. ta-dah! ANDY! That was one time I wished I arrived later, so I could have ridden the elevator with him. *sighs again*

This day has been great! My bladder wasn't bothering me at all! Maybe it's because of my caoxing it "Learn to hold! Learn to warn!" yesterday. Kukuku~~~

I love the lesson in Math, probably because it was 3rd year [functions] and 2nd year [radical expressions] Math, which are my faves. XD

I wonder how Sam is even higher than me in English vocabulary tests... T.T Also, I realize that my name is hard to pronounce if it was the first time a person has seen and read it. *sighs the third time*

English is sooo disappointing! My scores are oh-so-low. Goldarnit. XC But woohoo! I have the same score as Andy! :]

Tenten

Hospital Stay. [Random Thought #2]

Note: This is in the guy's POV. The guy's name is Regan. The girl's name is Kate. The setting is in the US. I do not know the real travel time from London to US. I pictured the girl to be Jennifer Love Hewitt. Lights, camera, ACTION! Let's begin.


I went to London a few weeks ago, handling things for my company. I was busy with work. I didn't know anything.

One day, while I was eating my brunch, I was given some damn shocking news.

They called me, saying she's dying. What the hell.

WHAT THE HELL.

WHAT THE HELL!? IS THIS FOR REAL!?

My world crumbled. Everything was blank. God damn, I think my mind never got to process much, but I called the airlines and within the next hour, I was on my way to my homeland.

It was a good thing that I was done with everything and that I was about to leave London the next day. I couldn't let her leave me. Shit. I just couldn't. Blackout.

Next thing I knew, I was being woken up by the stewardess, saying we are about to land soon. My heart suddenly jumped, which is a reaction my body doesn't usually encounter.

Damn that woman, she changed me a lot.

Hospital, 7 AM.

I kept on running, looking for Kate. My Kate. Room 307. When I arrived, a doctor and two nurses were at the back. I pushed them aside.

"You came," she said weakly.

"Of course I came. What-"

"Thank you for everything. The past year would not have been what it is to me if you weren't there. I can't believe this is happening..."

"Nothing is happening. You're just lying here, talking to me. Nothing's gonna happen."

"Face it Regan. Something's happening, okay? There's noth-"

I kissed her then. That was the first time. I know it was weak of me to admit it, but during the one year of our relationship, we haven't kissed even once! I can' believe this might be the last. I held her until she signaled me to let her go. I didn't let her out of my arms, though.

She limped.

With me immersed in emotion, I didn't notice the bustling of people around me.

They were moving things in the room.

WHAT THE HELL.

~~~

"I really can't believe you tricked me like that."

"I really can't believe our first kiss was at a hospital!"

"Well... I can't believe my planned proposal was fulfilled at that hospital."

"What!? So you were planning on proposing to me when you came from London?"

"Yep. Stupid woman. Don't tell me..."

"Sorry, hun... I missed you... so I feigned everything. You never told me this before! You had to wait until our silver wedding anniversary!"

"Well, our hospital stay was nice, right? So what's the use? And I kissed you there for the first time, and you became my fiancee there. All's well that ends well."