Everyday...

A tribute to graduates of CNSHS, batch 2008-2009, especially to those I am close to.

This is the last official day of school.

I cried. Again. I think it was even harder than my weeping episode last graduation. I hardly cry with my tears continuously flowing, but these days, doing just that is surprisingly easy.

It seems so ironic that within the past few days, I got even closer to some fourth years rather than ready myself for the goodbyes I am sure to say and hear.

Masochistic much? Nah. Just plain stupidity. Or not. It's just my normal naivety mixed with other people's kindness. The kindness you really opt to fall for, and choose not to ignore since it is too damn pleasing and irresistible.

I love you guys, and I'll miss you every moment you're away. I hope the next year ends fast, so I won't feel much. It would hurt to prolong depression. Visit often, to ease any pain to be felt.

Everyday, I'll be thinking of the smiles, the laughter, the gestures, the habits, and everything else you have imparted to me. And everyday, I'll try not to cry out of sadness. Instead, I'll keep smiling, knowing you became a part of my life, and I became part of yours.

Congratulations, and Godspeed.

Maybe not yesterday, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow...
But you WILL miss it. And you will come back.

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It was the Intrams 2007 when I first saw you.

Since November 16, 2007, when I closed my eyes, it's you I see.

Now that I won't see you anymore, my tears are shed for you.

SEE? Ikaw lang ang araw ko.

Mamimiss ko sila, pero mas iiyakan kita. T.T